Once upon a time, there's a girl. she's fat and funny, love to laugh, love to kacau2 people, love to buli2 people, and the most important is she's cute!She doesn't care about what is fat or being called "GEMOK" because extremely cute! She didn't have a boyfriend or scandal, she just love to stalk KACANG(her prince charming). But then, she goes into UiTM to study, (of course to study! and not to find a prince since loves KACANG so much) But that doesnt matter, what's matter is after a several years studying she realize that study is not easy, but she keep on doing what's best for her.
That girl success in her Diploma of Accountancy and she continue her dream for Degree and to be an accountant. But one day, she want to stop studying because of family matters. Allah know what the best for her and it's all written. She continue studying and lot's of bad thing happens. She can't survived and lost the path of being a student. She didn't give up even though everyday she thinks to stop studying. After final exam on first semester in Degree, she walks away from college and go back to her house with full of heart " I've done what i can even is not the best,but i believe that's the best i've ever done in my study". She got result and the result what's so unexpected. She failed one paper and the suck ever result she got in university level with cgpa 2.47. Her heart stop, her mind also stop. She says this is unfair and blame to god. Then she try to think positive but there's always bad thing happens. She almost give up(actually she give up already).
She just then became weak and weaker, more and more hot tempered, and only thinks to stop or change the field of study. She talks to other person, and every people blame on her "It's waste time and money". She sad to hear that, yeah it waste time but it's better late than never. She talks to person that can encourage her which her private tuition teacher. The decision is to change the field of study. Yes! that's the final decision. All along her journey to college, she brings some book together and put on her arm. The green and thick books of accountancy, which she always called that books Dinosaur.
She so sad and "This is not me, this is not me. How can i leave the things i loved,my passion,my soul,my mind,my heart and my everything. Allah, why you make my way so tough and difficult? This is my upper limit, take away account from my life equal to death person. She called her teacher and says " I want to do the best for this semester and i promise to give the best. If i failed to do so, I won't be regret anymore and i promise to let it go." She tried her best in final exam for second semester. If she failed, that's it. She have faith on Allah, there's other path that wait for her. The accounting only for a while and she just need to believe in Allah. Now she decide to stop studying, watching movie all days all nights without getting headache and tensed. So the end! Let's continue watching movie and eating... !!!!!!!!!! HUHUHUHUHU
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